Friday, October 4, 2013
Cont.
What do you think of the people at the awards saying Ellen is a silly child? I think it was a good idea. Congrats! Isn't that fun?? I thought, though, that's what life was about, figuring out how everyone can feel good..
So, Ellen is such a good person. She dances for us and doesn't back down. She's always been there for us, and I have a right to say so.
Ellen is just so nice and cares @ us so much. She is nice to kids and so courteous to adults. I love the sparkle in her eye.. She is probably a lotta fun in New Orleans, where I once lived.
She sums up her heritage so well. She is so caring and nice to people. She works hard each day to look attractive for us.
She is so smart and looks into things. She backs away from danger, but she's not afraid to stand in its way for other people who have needs.
She is so sweet, pretty, and smart, and she is so nice and friendly to everyone. Everyone loves her for her intelligence in socializing. They love her warmth that reverberates from her.
I am thankful for Ellen because she is so attuned to what's important. Individually, I get along well. Hooray for Ellen!
So, Ellen is such a good person. She dances for us and doesn't back down. She's always been there for us, and I have a right to say so.
Ellen is just so nice and cares @ us so much. She is nice to kids and so courteous to adults. I love the sparkle in her eye.. She is probably a lotta fun in New Orleans, where I once lived.
She sums up her heritage so well. She is so caring and nice to people. She works hard each day to look attractive for us.
She is so smart and looks into things. She backs away from danger, but she's not afraid to stand in its way for other people who have needs.
She is so sweet, pretty, and smart, and she is so nice and friendly to everyone. Everyone loves her for her intelligence in socializing. They love her warmth that reverberates from her.
I am thankful for Ellen because she is so attuned to what's important. Individually, I get along well. Hooray for Ellen!
A Note of Appreciation
Well, Ellen is a good person and does what's right, but like others she goes along with the crowd. If you're in trouble, then she will have you be in trouble, though no one wants you to be in trouble. Anyone would say it..
Problems
You all used to say I had no problems, now you say I do because you didn't know me before. So, why are some people telling me I'm shit? Like to Ellen. Fine, go praise people socially who've done nothing themselves but stick their nose in their books and lounge out with their chips and junk.
Ooh, radio, torture, gotta be careful. I could be taken away!
Ooh, radio, torture, gotta be careful. I could be taken away!
Threats
What's with all the shitty threats, like oh you won't have a baby, oh you will never be this good. I might have reacted in some way, but I don't agree with it..
Problem
So, yea, you wanna say I got mad @ Ellen. I'm responding to the stupid messages the people collectively give me. Cursing, didn't do it at anyone.. Gotta stop this shit, gotta forget it, but I just wanted something to talk @.
Website Update - Problems
2013-10-4 - People are randomly bothering me, suggesting more pleasure to Ellen DeGeneres and making fun of my entrance.
Problems
These people won't leave me alone with things like my race and how people treat me. They wanna give Ellen naughty ***, I swear I heard a girl say, "Bageera," and I remember who that is..
I heard a guy with an accent say 2.. Um, no.. I'm 1 and 1.
I heard a guy with an accent say 2.. Um, no.. I'm 1 and 1.
HELP
SE FL is my favorite thing! Get this stupid person outta here! SOMEONE FIX IT I WAS THREATENED.
Ellen, you're just jealous.
Ellen, you're just jealous.
Fine
Go talk to your stupid fans who don't talk @ anything but themselves you don't care to be mean to.
GET THAT THREAT AWAY. You wanna knock ME out?
I'm not playing these stupid 1950 games, you probably affected my DAY!
GET THAT THREAT AWAY. You wanna knock ME out?
I'm not playing these stupid 1950 games, you probably affected my DAY!
Problem
I am trying to get out! Stop telling me stuff. I got a message that I'll never know what SE FL is, well I don't give a fuck @ stupid people who never move and I don't need to hear you prattle back.
Problem
I'm not gay and keeping track of what I said @ Ellen, that something wasn't her fault. Well, you gotta admit.
Problem
Why the fuck would you say why don't you be born in Northeastern Florida, it's older, well duh it is. Just say it and don't spray it.
Problem
STOP get that Ginny outta my life in that way. Just shut up, I don't wanna have to post your shit for you. We're not listening to Ginny the big fat liar. I already was nice to her, and she beat me up the whole time. She might be nice, but I guess she's like Jekyl + Hyde. I don't care how endagnered she feels. No one talk to her? No, then she'll get ahead in life. Then, what?? You know what she said??
Quick Message
At a certain time, it brought back someone is having fun blinking the Twitter entry box twice. They wanna stimulate me, but I don't really feel good..
Bribing
You can't make up rules about what I can say and what I can't.
I also decided I'd get what I wanted in Florida! I can be comfortable like I'm in a cottage in the country. I'm here for me!
I also decided I'd get what I wanted in Florida! I can be comfortable like I'm in a cottage in the country. I'm here for me!
I just can't ignore it..
..It's too delicious.
My dad won't stop getting at me. I chose what I want to do, and he wants to make me feel bad like I'm his project and then close to him when I don't wanna be cuz of that and who he is and who I am you might say. I've felt unspoken, unhealthily, affection with other people other than my parents, like they went ahead and did something they never did and that I was supposed to do someday.
I'm sick and tired of my dad's suggestions. I don't wanna reason it out. I feel myself thinking of things and transforming possibly.
It's also too late for me to go to ballet. I don't even know how I'm gonna stay awake nor if I should use my money to see a movie and not get snacks.
I do feel skinnier from the roller blades. I got them so I wouldn't get mad online.. My dad is nasty and some other word I can't come to think of|seem to know. I have the house, don't think my dad is home for lunch today. Also, I have to iron and fold some things.
I did m.. again like I've been doing each day and I feel m*****ed. Different things happening I don't wanna pay attention to, don't know because what if things went crazy? I am very mad because I need support from my dad, and my dad would just create another suggestion. My biggest peeve is how he affects people I look up to cuz they don't really seem to need to be affected..
Well, guess Monday is ballet. I almost don't wanna got out because I feel m*****ed. I'd rather go somewhere myself than have my dad drive me. I was woken up early yesterday, as well, and that may be 1 reason I am so tired.
I might be feeling more as I would from dieting, eating healthier. You know, that ballet teacher was really nice.
You know, my dad took a book away from me that had suggestive pictures, a personality book I may just buy again cuz he never gave it back.. A lot of people who know him have another eye for him, and I don't know what affect that has on them with my dad living for suggesting things to people. I may be going a bit too far, but because of the notes I know he wanted me to go cross-eyed for him, that stuff that makes me feel like m.. I already said I like to keep my distance from him physically. It did strip me of my dignity, and I do not take anything back. If I am hurt emotionally, so be it, it's certainly a possibility with a what funny ole turd-boy like him now. I dunno what word I was looking for, mean it in a funny way, he thinks other people are maybe.
So, get the point, I don't want suggestions from my dad. If you are wondering @ my $90 roller blades, that's how much they are @ Sports Authority. I asked if my dad wanted to go to Target, but something in the weather. I don't regret buying the books, and my NOOK doesn't work. I have instructions on how to reset ot. }:] YOu hold down different buttons and wait for thigs.
My dad made another stupid suggestion I am stupidly having to write down, "Oh, and no yelling at Ellen." How gay is that? I said I was yelling once cuz I was tired of saying something else. I don't want him in my life like htat.. I don't wanna say stop cuz then he'll just be rubbing in what it is but not what it is. He'll have something hanging over me. Why can't he just STOP! And get outta my life cuz this person will anyway, I intend to make money from my artistic|performance abilities|talents and hang around other areas. Now, he thinks that's me doing something against him, being sarcastic. Well, it's not, and I'm allowed to do that and not have him nose around me. This is such a waste of my life! I used to go around excited in the world.
I'm telling you I'm really hurt.
My dad won't stop getting at me. I chose what I want to do, and he wants to make me feel bad like I'm his project and then close to him when I don't wanna be cuz of that and who he is and who I am you might say. I've felt unspoken, unhealthily, affection with other people other than my parents, like they went ahead and did something they never did and that I was supposed to do someday.
I'm sick and tired of my dad's suggestions. I don't wanna reason it out. I feel myself thinking of things and transforming possibly.
It's also too late for me to go to ballet. I don't even know how I'm gonna stay awake nor if I should use my money to see a movie and not get snacks.
I do feel skinnier from the roller blades. I got them so I wouldn't get mad online.. My dad is nasty and some other word I can't come to think of|seem to know. I have the house, don't think my dad is home for lunch today. Also, I have to iron and fold some things.
I did m.. again like I've been doing each day and I feel m*****ed. Different things happening I don't wanna pay attention to, don't know because what if things went crazy? I am very mad because I need support from my dad, and my dad would just create another suggestion. My biggest peeve is how he affects people I look up to cuz they don't really seem to need to be affected..
Well, guess Monday is ballet. I almost don't wanna got out because I feel m*****ed. I'd rather go somewhere myself than have my dad drive me. I was woken up early yesterday, as well, and that may be 1 reason I am so tired.
I might be feeling more as I would from dieting, eating healthier. You know, that ballet teacher was really nice.
You know, my dad took a book away from me that had suggestive pictures, a personality book I may just buy again cuz he never gave it back.. A lot of people who know him have another eye for him, and I don't know what affect that has on them with my dad living for suggesting things to people. I may be going a bit too far, but because of the notes I know he wanted me to go cross-eyed for him, that stuff that makes me feel like m.. I already said I like to keep my distance from him physically. It did strip me of my dignity, and I do not take anything back. If I am hurt emotionally, so be it, it's certainly a possibility with a what funny ole turd-boy like him now. I dunno what word I was looking for, mean it in a funny way, he thinks other people are maybe.
So, get the point, I don't want suggestions from my dad. If you are wondering @ my $90 roller blades, that's how much they are @ Sports Authority. I asked if my dad wanted to go to Target, but something in the weather. I don't regret buying the books, and my NOOK doesn't work. I have instructions on how to reset ot. }:] YOu hold down different buttons and wait for thigs.
My dad made another stupid suggestion I am stupidly having to write down, "Oh, and no yelling at Ellen." How gay is that? I said I was yelling once cuz I was tired of saying something else. I don't want him in my life like htat.. I don't wanna say stop cuz then he'll just be rubbing in what it is but not what it is. He'll have something hanging over me. Why can't he just STOP! And get outta my life cuz this person will anyway, I intend to make money from my artistic|performance abilities|talents and hang around other areas. Now, he thinks that's me doing something against him, being sarcastic. Well, it's not, and I'm allowed to do that and not have him nose around me. This is such a waste of my life! I used to go around excited in the world.
I'm telling you I'm really hurt.
Houston, we have a problem.
Ellen, what do you have to say for yourself being comfortable fixing everyone cuz you're a Late Boomer. You're in danger.
A Nice Way to Look @ It
I think Ellen DeGeneres is a police. I need other adults in the community. For some reason, they are not tracked down by my dad.. ;*0
Make Fun
You know what I did that's basic? I can administer feelings in proper European, though I may not be much at *** since people want me that way. I can almost hear their wishes and remember their pounding pounding. When I was very littler.
Problem
I think my dad is approaching me *******y, like the combination of what comes across in the end, getting me ready for up north without speaking to me directly ever except hi how are you.. I feel like a lunatic. Like that scary behind-the-doors feeling you would dread in people long ago, not witchcraft. There's a story they teach here in Composition II, called the Yellow Wallpaper. The person stares at drawings on it and finds it mad and is considered out of it. Like, I was moving and though I felt strong felt no coordination. I think my dad is fed up by people not liking his age and just beating him down and wittling him away to nothing, so he can come home and approach me instead.. I did go to the gym and ballet today, and I mean I felt kinda s***. I meant shy. I don't feel as shy dressed up, which I may do in some form tomorrow. I just feel I'm off and can't be trusted with anyone. My life is full of problems from lots of different people, they just always have to test just me.
Bad News
My NOOK stopped working.
I know how to fix it cuz their help is online chat, like AOL. I just needed the code again for the network. My dad didn't answer, though, so I can't read my book|s now..
I know how to fix it cuz their help is online chat, like AOL. I just needed the code again for the network. My dad didn't answer, though, so I can't read my book|s now..
Why????
I didn't wanna wait and order roller blades, but now the price seems to have been an issue. I told my dad we could try Target, but he just went to Sports Authority.
TV Shows
I need to clean my room and finish my laundry.
Anyway, the show was good. I so liked when the guy got scared! I know Ellen has done this last year, too. It's before Halloween. It was so funny! The guys were so nice and cute!
I watched the 1st of Bethenny today waiting for the van, too. It was so cool. She is so cool.
Going to bed soon. I'm taking ballet, see if I like it here, for adults, with a good teacher? I left the class today early but memorized and did well actually. All bar I saw except at the very end for like 3 minutes I think.
With Bethenny, it's so cool to connect to her as a person and culturally coming from an area like that, NYC and FtL FL (SE FL.)
Anyway, the show was good. I so liked when the guy got scared! I know Ellen has done this last year, too. It's before Halloween. It was so funny! The guys were so nice and cute!
I watched the 1st of Bethenny today waiting for the van, too. It was so cool. She is so cool.
Going to bed soon. I'm taking ballet, see if I like it here, for adults, with a good teacher? I left the class today early but memorized and did well actually. All bar I saw except at the very end for like 3 minutes I think.
With Bethenny, it's so cool to connect to her as a person and culturally coming from an area like that, NYC and FtL FL (SE FL.)
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