Friday, October 4, 2013
Cont.
What do you think of the people at the awards saying Ellen is a silly child? I think it was a good idea. Congrats! Isn't that fun?? I thought, though, that's what life was about, figuring out how everyone can feel good..
So, Ellen is such a good person. She dances for us and doesn't back down. She's always been there for us, and I have a right to say so.
Ellen is just so nice and cares @ us so much. She is nice to kids and so courteous to adults. I love the sparkle in her eye.. She is probably a lotta fun in New Orleans, where I once lived.
She sums up her heritage so well. She is so caring and nice to people. She works hard each day to look attractive for us.
She is so smart and looks into things. She backs away from danger, but she's not afraid to stand in its way for other people who have needs.
She is so sweet, pretty, and smart, and she is so nice and friendly to everyone. Everyone loves her for her intelligence in socializing. They love her warmth that reverberates from her.
I am thankful for Ellen because she is so attuned to what's important. Individually, I get along well. Hooray for Ellen!
So, Ellen is such a good person. She dances for us and doesn't back down. She's always been there for us, and I have a right to say so.
Ellen is just so nice and cares @ us so much. She is nice to kids and so courteous to adults. I love the sparkle in her eye.. She is probably a lotta fun in New Orleans, where I once lived.
She sums up her heritage so well. She is so caring and nice to people. She works hard each day to look attractive for us.
She is so smart and looks into things. She backs away from danger, but she's not afraid to stand in its way for other people who have needs.
She is so sweet, pretty, and smart, and she is so nice and friendly to everyone. Everyone loves her for her intelligence in socializing. They love her warmth that reverberates from her.
I am thankful for Ellen because she is so attuned to what's important. Individually, I get along well. Hooray for Ellen!
A Note of Appreciation
Well, Ellen is a good person and does what's right, but like others she goes along with the crowd. If you're in trouble, then she will have you be in trouble, though no one wants you to be in trouble. Anyone would say it..
Problems
You all used to say I had no problems, now you say I do because you didn't know me before. So, why are some people telling me I'm shit? Like to Ellen. Fine, go praise people socially who've done nothing themselves but stick their nose in their books and lounge out with their chips and junk.
Ooh, radio, torture, gotta be careful. I could be taken away!
Ooh, radio, torture, gotta be careful. I could be taken away!
Threats
What's with all the shitty threats, like oh you won't have a baby, oh you will never be this good. I might have reacted in some way, but I don't agree with it..
Problem
So, yea, you wanna say I got mad @ Ellen. I'm responding to the stupid messages the people collectively give me. Cursing, didn't do it at anyone.. Gotta stop this shit, gotta forget it, but I just wanted something to talk @.
Website Update - Problems
2013-10-4 - People are randomly bothering me, suggesting more pleasure to Ellen DeGeneres and making fun of my entrance.
Problems
These people won't leave me alone with things like my race and how people treat me. They wanna give Ellen naughty ***, I swear I heard a girl say, "Bageera," and I remember who that is..
I heard a guy with an accent say 2.. Um, no.. I'm 1 and 1.
I heard a guy with an accent say 2.. Um, no.. I'm 1 and 1.
HELP
SE FL is my favorite thing! Get this stupid person outta here! SOMEONE FIX IT I WAS THREATENED.
Ellen, you're just jealous.
Ellen, you're just jealous.
Fine
Go talk to your stupid fans who don't talk @ anything but themselves you don't care to be mean to.
GET THAT THREAT AWAY. You wanna knock ME out?
I'm not playing these stupid 1950 games, you probably affected my DAY!
GET THAT THREAT AWAY. You wanna knock ME out?
I'm not playing these stupid 1950 games, you probably affected my DAY!
Problem
I am trying to get out! Stop telling me stuff. I got a message that I'll never know what SE FL is, well I don't give a fuck @ stupid people who never move and I don't need to hear you prattle back.
Problem
I'm not gay and keeping track of what I said @ Ellen, that something wasn't her fault. Well, you gotta admit.
Problem
Why the fuck would you say why don't you be born in Northeastern Florida, it's older, well duh it is. Just say it and don't spray it.
Problem
STOP get that Ginny outta my life in that way. Just shut up, I don't wanna have to post your shit for you. We're not listening to Ginny the big fat liar. I already was nice to her, and she beat me up the whole time. She might be nice, but I guess she's like Jekyl + Hyde. I don't care how endagnered she feels. No one talk to her? No, then she'll get ahead in life. Then, what?? You know what she said??
Quick Message
At a certain time, it brought back someone is having fun blinking the Twitter entry box twice. They wanna stimulate me, but I don't really feel good..
Bribing
You can't make up rules about what I can say and what I can't.
I also decided I'd get what I wanted in Florida! I can be comfortable like I'm in a cottage in the country. I'm here for me!
I also decided I'd get what I wanted in Florida! I can be comfortable like I'm in a cottage in the country. I'm here for me!
I just can't ignore it..
..It's too delicious.
My dad won't stop getting at me. I chose what I want to do, and he wants to make me feel bad like I'm his project and then close to him when I don't wanna be cuz of that and who he is and who I am you might say. I've felt unspoken, unhealthily, affection with other people other than my parents, like they went ahead and did something they never did and that I was supposed to do someday.
I'm sick and tired of my dad's suggestions. I don't wanna reason it out. I feel myself thinking of things and transforming possibly.
It's also too late for me to go to ballet. I don't even know how I'm gonna stay awake nor if I should use my money to see a movie and not get snacks.
I do feel skinnier from the roller blades. I got them so I wouldn't get mad online.. My dad is nasty and some other word I can't come to think of|seem to know. I have the house, don't think my dad is home for lunch today. Also, I have to iron and fold some things.
I did m.. again like I've been doing each day and I feel m*****ed. Different things happening I don't wanna pay attention to, don't know because what if things went crazy? I am very mad because I need support from my dad, and my dad would just create another suggestion. My biggest peeve is how he affects people I look up to cuz they don't really seem to need to be affected..
Well, guess Monday is ballet. I almost don't wanna got out because I feel m*****ed. I'd rather go somewhere myself than have my dad drive me. I was woken up early yesterday, as well, and that may be 1 reason I am so tired.
I might be feeling more as I would from dieting, eating healthier. You know, that ballet teacher was really nice.
You know, my dad took a book away from me that had suggestive pictures, a personality book I may just buy again cuz he never gave it back.. A lot of people who know him have another eye for him, and I don't know what affect that has on them with my dad living for suggesting things to people. I may be going a bit too far, but because of the notes I know he wanted me to go cross-eyed for him, that stuff that makes me feel like m.. I already said I like to keep my distance from him physically. It did strip me of my dignity, and I do not take anything back. If I am hurt emotionally, so be it, it's certainly a possibility with a what funny ole turd-boy like him now. I dunno what word I was looking for, mean it in a funny way, he thinks other people are maybe.
So, get the point, I don't want suggestions from my dad. If you are wondering @ my $90 roller blades, that's how much they are @ Sports Authority. I asked if my dad wanted to go to Target, but something in the weather. I don't regret buying the books, and my NOOK doesn't work. I have instructions on how to reset ot. }:] YOu hold down different buttons and wait for thigs.
My dad made another stupid suggestion I am stupidly having to write down, "Oh, and no yelling at Ellen." How gay is that? I said I was yelling once cuz I was tired of saying something else. I don't want him in my life like htat.. I don't wanna say stop cuz then he'll just be rubbing in what it is but not what it is. He'll have something hanging over me. Why can't he just STOP! And get outta my life cuz this person will anyway, I intend to make money from my artistic|performance abilities|talents and hang around other areas. Now, he thinks that's me doing something against him, being sarcastic. Well, it's not, and I'm allowed to do that and not have him nose around me. This is such a waste of my life! I used to go around excited in the world.
I'm telling you I'm really hurt.
My dad won't stop getting at me. I chose what I want to do, and he wants to make me feel bad like I'm his project and then close to him when I don't wanna be cuz of that and who he is and who I am you might say. I've felt unspoken, unhealthily, affection with other people other than my parents, like they went ahead and did something they never did and that I was supposed to do someday.
I'm sick and tired of my dad's suggestions. I don't wanna reason it out. I feel myself thinking of things and transforming possibly.
It's also too late for me to go to ballet. I don't even know how I'm gonna stay awake nor if I should use my money to see a movie and not get snacks.
I do feel skinnier from the roller blades. I got them so I wouldn't get mad online.. My dad is nasty and some other word I can't come to think of|seem to know. I have the house, don't think my dad is home for lunch today. Also, I have to iron and fold some things.
I did m.. again like I've been doing each day and I feel m*****ed. Different things happening I don't wanna pay attention to, don't know because what if things went crazy? I am very mad because I need support from my dad, and my dad would just create another suggestion. My biggest peeve is how he affects people I look up to cuz they don't really seem to need to be affected..
Well, guess Monday is ballet. I almost don't wanna got out because I feel m*****ed. I'd rather go somewhere myself than have my dad drive me. I was woken up early yesterday, as well, and that may be 1 reason I am so tired.
I might be feeling more as I would from dieting, eating healthier. You know, that ballet teacher was really nice.
You know, my dad took a book away from me that had suggestive pictures, a personality book I may just buy again cuz he never gave it back.. A lot of people who know him have another eye for him, and I don't know what affect that has on them with my dad living for suggesting things to people. I may be going a bit too far, but because of the notes I know he wanted me to go cross-eyed for him, that stuff that makes me feel like m.. I already said I like to keep my distance from him physically. It did strip me of my dignity, and I do not take anything back. If I am hurt emotionally, so be it, it's certainly a possibility with a what funny ole turd-boy like him now. I dunno what word I was looking for, mean it in a funny way, he thinks other people are maybe.
So, get the point, I don't want suggestions from my dad. If you are wondering @ my $90 roller blades, that's how much they are @ Sports Authority. I asked if my dad wanted to go to Target, but something in the weather. I don't regret buying the books, and my NOOK doesn't work. I have instructions on how to reset ot. }:] YOu hold down different buttons and wait for thigs.
My dad made another stupid suggestion I am stupidly having to write down, "Oh, and no yelling at Ellen." How gay is that? I said I was yelling once cuz I was tired of saying something else. I don't want him in my life like htat.. I don't wanna say stop cuz then he'll just be rubbing in what it is but not what it is. He'll have something hanging over me. Why can't he just STOP! And get outta my life cuz this person will anyway, I intend to make money from my artistic|performance abilities|talents and hang around other areas. Now, he thinks that's me doing something against him, being sarcastic. Well, it's not, and I'm allowed to do that and not have him nose around me. This is such a waste of my life! I used to go around excited in the world.
I'm telling you I'm really hurt.
Houston, we have a problem.
Ellen, what do you have to say for yourself being comfortable fixing everyone cuz you're a Late Boomer. You're in danger.
A Nice Way to Look @ It
I think Ellen DeGeneres is a police. I need other adults in the community. For some reason, they are not tracked down by my dad.. ;*0
Make Fun
You know what I did that's basic? I can administer feelings in proper European, though I may not be much at *** since people want me that way. I can almost hear their wishes and remember their pounding pounding. When I was very littler.
Problem
I think my dad is approaching me *******y, like the combination of what comes across in the end, getting me ready for up north without speaking to me directly ever except hi how are you.. I feel like a lunatic. Like that scary behind-the-doors feeling you would dread in people long ago, not witchcraft. There's a story they teach here in Composition II, called the Yellow Wallpaper. The person stares at drawings on it and finds it mad and is considered out of it. Like, I was moving and though I felt strong felt no coordination. I think my dad is fed up by people not liking his age and just beating him down and wittling him away to nothing, so he can come home and approach me instead.. I did go to the gym and ballet today, and I mean I felt kinda s***. I meant shy. I don't feel as shy dressed up, which I may do in some form tomorrow. I just feel I'm off and can't be trusted with anyone. My life is full of problems from lots of different people, they just always have to test just me.
Bad News
My NOOK stopped working.
I know how to fix it cuz their help is online chat, like AOL. I just needed the code again for the network. My dad didn't answer, though, so I can't read my book|s now..
I know how to fix it cuz their help is online chat, like AOL. I just needed the code again for the network. My dad didn't answer, though, so I can't read my book|s now..
Why????
I didn't wanna wait and order roller blades, but now the price seems to have been an issue. I told my dad we could try Target, but he just went to Sports Authority.
TV Shows
I need to clean my room and finish my laundry.
Anyway, the show was good. I so liked when the guy got scared! I know Ellen has done this last year, too. It's before Halloween. It was so funny! The guys were so nice and cute!
I watched the 1st of Bethenny today waiting for the van, too. It was so cool. She is so cool.
Going to bed soon. I'm taking ballet, see if I like it here, for adults, with a good teacher? I left the class today early but memorized and did well actually. All bar I saw except at the very end for like 3 minutes I think.
With Bethenny, it's so cool to connect to her as a person and culturally coming from an area like that, NYC and FtL FL (SE FL.)
Anyway, the show was good. I so liked when the guy got scared! I know Ellen has done this last year, too. It's before Halloween. It was so funny! The guys were so nice and cute!
I watched the 1st of Bethenny today waiting for the van, too. It was so cool. She is so cool.
Going to bed soon. I'm taking ballet, see if I like it here, for adults, with a good teacher? I left the class today early but memorized and did well actually. All bar I saw except at the very end for like 3 minutes I think.
With Bethenny, it's so cool to connect to her as a person and culturally coming from an area like that, NYC and FtL FL (SE FL.)
Thursday, October 3, 2013
My Way
I'll like Ellen the best maybe forever in this world, but I'll always have something to say to Tim Burton.
What Race?
So, for Ellen, is part of this prematurity going around with her fans the non-French|now Dutch part?
Could ya..
Do it in a song?
Oh, thank you so much, I will look for the next 3-6 year old with white hair who's got some jazz....
Oh, thank you so much, I will look for the next 3-6 year old with white hair who's got some jazz....
This is too good..
I'm glad, but I wanted to talk @ how the kids with white hair suddenly all are Ellen DeGeneres. That's silly, the way she'd get stimulated @ that in public but fun to watch.. will happen in that sentiment, regardless. They act all silly like she's not even on top of anything..
What I Just Realized..
Ellen DeGeneres just acts like she's not there for you, all silly @ herself, if you don't go along with what she says like tagging along in wisps.
Mean
My dad is so "nice" he thinks I'm part of him.. and then sacrifices just me in the end. Regrets he thinks what he was made to do with himself.
Weird
All other dads would say they made what's best for their daughters and don't make them feel uncomfortable by accident. They didn't do that before, they just made it up along the way. Their daughters came with the fair hair.
Why
Why are you even there for some people? You are all tricky and turn on me.
You said I made my hair black. I'm not making it black. It's getting fair.
You said I made my hair black. I'm not making it black. It's getting fair.
Problem
I heard someone outside and I felt my privates drop like in sequences, like it's out in air and now I feel affected, have to put on earplugs! Like, I am not aggressive enough to avoid it. I am tired. I'm always tired. I don't want that a separate entity. They did make it feel bad. I hate Central Florida. I don't think anyone likes it. I just wanted to go to Disney, but now I'm doing voice over for something I want. I also wanted ice skating but think I have to roller blade. Ow, it still feels too physical! Someone, help! I couldn't wear my earplugs so I could wake up with my alarm. I also find Ellen DeGeneres rather hysterical with the evil in her eye about what she tells people to do to me with the clicks in my room and annoying way my computer loads. You all should have no one there for you. I know you're just gonna sass back. I realized this morning no one was there for me.
Disgusted
I've been disgusted so far.. My teacher Ginny was presentable but went behind my back and got me kicked out. It was mainly cuz I was yelling did they react so harshly. She never told me no about anything except when I didn't remember the assignment she blurted out.. I was having a hard time since it was never clear cut and she acted like we couldn't enjoy ourselves just because she thinks she's all that for working at Disney with the characters talking for so long. You see, I'm getting a new impression of her. 1 thing was Ellen acted like her, and I mean it was just a little but could be more. Like, my teacher is appealing when she's not with her students. She didn't wanna teach me anymore, which makes sense. She's not a very dreamy singing teacher. I can't believe a theater person knows less music than a normal person. Ginny just doesn't seem to wanna come clean and go against the social norm.
I watched Orla Fallon last night with my dad, working on something.. I asked like why he didn't just listen to the music, guess it was too sing-songy. I like the singer a lot, but she seems deep-seated in her French roots, like our clean-cutness is a joke. She is clean cut as a professional I know. She is from Ireland, though.
I watched Orla Fallon last night with my dad, working on something.. I asked like why he didn't just listen to the music, guess it was too sing-songy. I like the singer a lot, but she seems deep-seated in her French roots, like our clean-cutness is a joke. She is clean cut as a professional I know. She is from Ireland, though.
Again
They're being mean to me.. and then just brushing it away, mean messages, and when I say what it really is to myself they know..
Problems
My dad coughed this morning and it woke me up, and there were lots of clicks in my room and I woke up again. I'm going somewhere this afternoon. Supposedly, Ellen did it to clear her conscience, but that's really crude because my head feels like it has chemicals in it and is warbling. I was in a deep sleep, managed to fall asleep.
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